woah! felt so good to be resting at home at this moment. 2/5/06 is my officially 'ORD' day from JH. feeling happy but sad.. people started to wish me all the best and all that.. received farewell lunch and presents.. i'm pretty touched by some of them, especially those whom i didnt have good impression in. a bunch of them still make the effort to get something for me. but don't misunderstood me. im touched not by the presents i received but the effort they really put in, not forgetting my last day.
the most saddening part of the day is when the cleaner P, came up to shake my hand, asked for my number, hugged me... seconds later, i heard her sobbings.. my tears almost fell too. i returned her hug, tighter than before. i tried to reassure her, telling her to call me when she is free. i understand how she felt. she kept saying all the good people leave, leaving behind the bad people. she got no friends. it's quite true.. the staff here come and go. anw, this P cried the second time when i was about to leave my work place. she hugged me for the last time. took a photo with her then we parted. i can see how sad she really is from the photo. no smile. not even a fake one.
anyway, it's been a wonderful experience working in JH for 10 months plus. i met many different types of people, the good and bad. made few good friends too, who shared with me their stories. also, i have learnt to be tougher, as in not easily being bullied now, compared to last time. heehee.. :)
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